Tag: TheeBurgeonSeed
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Stranger Danger?
Growing up stranger meant danger and that was that. People have been crazy on this here earth for years and they’re [still] going to be when we’re long gone. That is a fact that no one can deny, but did that ever stop any of us from speaking to a stranger? Yes, we were also […]
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Making Peace With The Inevitable
I spend many days feeling bad about things that I cannot change. Things that I did as a child, being a follower and listening to those I thought were my friends. Not speaking up and saying exactly what I want, how I want because I’m too worried about hurting someone’s feelings – even though I’m […]
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in 2022 …
I don’t know how I’m going to do it or what exactly has to be done, but I need to turn into an entirely different person this year. I’m giving myself this year to make specific changes and I’ll allow everything else to fall into place. There are three to four main things I want […]
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Update: October 2021
On Wednesday, October 20, 2021, I had my first meltdown in almost two months. I don’t know exactly what I felt then no more then I know what I feel now, but I kept repeating “I was doing so good” afterwards. Something in me told me that the meltdown wasn’t supposed to happen but clearly, […]
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Am I A Bad Parent?
This notion of a “good parent” or “bad parent” has run its course with my emotions. I’ve been a mom of three for almost a full four weeks now and balance is the only thing stressing me out. I’ve already had moments where all three or two kids are crying at once. When it’s bath […]
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10 Days Later: Part 1
Never in a million years did I ever think I’d end up how I did. Only 10 days after giving birth I found myself back in the hospital. It started with an unusual headache that lasted for two days and went away. It later returned with chest pains and me gasping for air. Thankfully, I […]
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Everything Matters When You Have Children
Becoming homeowners has been a top conversation piece in my household for the last few weeks. I don’t actually want to own a home because of the hassle that comes with the possibility of not wanting to be in that one space forever, but I do understand it being a cheaper option. I also understand […]
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Woman to Woman?
As a woman, I’ve always wondered why our advice is, “Leave him” when we find out about the wrong doings of our friends/family partner. Personally, I’ve always asked if they’ll leave or not, but I wouldn’t ever demand it because I’ve been there. I’ve been there too many times, so I don’t have any room […]
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The Reality of Content Creating
Content creating is hard as hell. I love taking pictures and posting however I don’t always enjoy the process. When I went to school for photography and graphic design, I didn’t feel like I learned much except the basics of how to take pictures – I’ll always feel this way. However, “real content creators” have […]
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Unexpected Feelings
As of lately life has been what it is, literally. That’s it and that’s all. I announced that I am pregnant on Sunday, January 24, 2021 on my socials and everything seemed to go downhill the week after that. It wasn’t something that I was expecting at all because I was genuinely excited, but I […]